…. like an online diary

Well my little blog, i put you on private today, i was not sure if i should just let anyone know what my thoughts are…. because, who do i want to talk to and why…???

There you go…. So my little blog, we have written some different ideas, added some music…. some more thoughts in here, but just where do we want to go… I am nobody very important, so i know i don’t hold much influence…. which is good, i enjoy a smaller circle of influence rather than a larger circle of influence…. i guess i have my reasons… matters not… the question in, my little blog… where do we want to go….

I just took a quick look at you my little blog, it feels peaceful in here…. the story has been written…. from when we first submitted the first entry into this blog, a rant on the financial flux, we calmed down…. and as the story unfolds in thoughts and in song…. we get to a realization that we know what its about…..

…. it was the life we choose

Oh yeah, all right
Are you going to be in my dreams
for in our hearts the dreams are still the same
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As the years go rushing by

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in the end
The love you take
Is equal to the love you make……………..

…. melting in the dark

Tomorrow is waiting in the DARK…………
ever so silently waiting….
i don’t think i can take it…
it took so long to make it….
just what is it that my heart desires…..
tell me ooohhh my “Infinite Loves”…..
for i am melting in the dark….
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you have weaved me like a beautiful flower…..
….. ohhhh my “Infinite Loves”
yet i am forever melting in the dark…………….

…. intense talent

…. intense “Infinity”

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above us….
below us….
nobody really knows…
except the “Elders of the Song”

…. elders of the song

I am very humbled to be asked to maintain this blog….. as you can tell it is somewhat mystical… or shall i just say…. a mystery… just what is going on here… well look no further than tiandra…. you can blame me…..

Today i want to write about “Trees”….. over the course of the last several years, my awareness of their importance in my life has expanded…. to the point now that trees and myself have a silent communications in understanding…. “I think i hear them”…… i hear them through the energy they emit translated to symbols…. and that is what i want to write about…

They are in one way….”The silent Gods of the Earth”…… all of nature depends upon them…. Silent yet they are….

Several years back… i learned that trees share nutrients with each other through their root systems…. trees will pass sugar around for example….. strange i thought to myself, this means a journey in a thousand departures….

As i absorb this value in understanding to establish its truth….. trees and myself began to unlocked many interesting truths about ourselves to each other…. for which i am thankful, my back ground does not earn this acceptance easily. They have had to encourage me in their ever very patient ways…

….steps to the children’s moon

The other day i had a visit from a flickr friend to one of my most recent postings, under which he placed the lyrics to this song and a thank you…. I have never heared this piece of music before and was very moved by the lyrics and flow… I just have to share it with you….

Boy With a Moon and Star on his Head.
Cat Stevens

A gardener’s daughter stopped me on my way, on the day I was
to wed.
“It is you who I wish to share my body with”, she said.
“We’ll find a dry place under the sky with a flower for a bed.
And for my joy, I will give you a boy with a moon and
star on his head.”
Her silver hair flowed in the air, laying waves across the sun.
Her hands were like the white sands, and her eyes had
diamonds on.
We left the road and headed up to the top of the
Whisper Wood.
And we walked ’till we came to where the holy magnolia stood.
And there we laid cool in the shade singing songs and
making love…
With the naked earth beneath us and the universe above.
The time was late, my wedding wouldn’t wait; I was sad but
I had to go.
So while she was asleep, I kissed her cheek for cheerio.
The wedding took place and people came from many
miles around.
There was plenty merriment, cider and wine did abound.
But out of all that I recall, I remembered the girl I met.
‘Cause she had given me something that my heart could not
forget.
A year had passed and everything was just as it was a year
before…
As if it were a year before…
Until the gift that someone left, a basket by my door.
And in there lay the fairest little baby crying to be fed;
I got down on my knees and kissed the moon and star on
his head.
As years went by the boy grew high and the village looked
on in awe.
They’d never seen anything like the boy with the moon and
star before.
And people would ride from far and wide just to seek the
word he spread.
I’ll tell you everything I’ve learned, and Love is all…he said.

enya.. In memorie of trees

For those of you who wonder just who i am and what my world is about.. the some many things i enjoy.. the friendships i hold dear to me… know that trees whisper the breath i inhale… and for this wonderful gift of oxygen i divide with in myself…  i exhale the known of who IAM…

Equal breath in to Equal breath out

Enjoy your day.. Lots of Love.. Tiandra..

Perfect..

From Windiepink iphoto Art

Well, you found me… Interesting… i know just who or shall i say what brought you here…

The Perfect… Perfect as in the Infinite in Perfection… connecting with…. Perfect as in teachable….

Some use the Word “God”… Some use the word “Universe”… some use the word “Devine” and on it goes with different words spoken in different dialects all around the world… There are countless numbers of words for the Infinite in Perfection… That something very special that is surreal yet real… that something that touches us…. smiles upon us or curses us…. for there are moments in our lives when we come face to face with Perfection… we know it.. we feel it.. we are moved by it.. we are scorned by it… we can even purhapse pin point it.. yet not….. as i said… it has brought you here.. Damn… now i am committed to share what i know… darn… i get so frustrated when i have to express matters of the Greater… the Infinite.. using finite words…  at times it is like putting a semi truck in a coke bottle… just how can i use bombastic words in expression of the… Infinite…  Consider yourself Blessed.. i can not… so… i know that the Infinite is always at work in its Infinite ways… so look out… You are in transition…

Now the one thing i have learned in my life is this… I am the imperfect… i am so imperfect it hurts… at times my imperfect ways have left me with many sleepless nights… bewildered thoughts.. and… dare i say… great dispair…. yet… like a compass… the Perfect is ever with me… drawing me to its Infinite Perfect ways.. Like it is begging me to learn… understand… remember.. AAHHHH… the wisdom of Perfection… This is most likely your story as well… Yes.. you are on a journey to… Remember Land…. (Remember the Lord Thy God… or The Universe is because it is Remembered..Etc…Fill in your own words since i am so imperfect.. and you are so perfect…)

I do not know what type of foundation of understanding you have.. but i know that you are seeking…. exploring… uncovering… absorbing… and dare i say… for all that you have found, learned, understood… Like me… you know nothing… we are such a bunch of Imperfects…. so Imperfect that there just might be a change that we are acturally Perfectly for what we are about…. As frustrating as it is… understood.. its purpose is a most wonderful delight… I will do my best to use words to help uncover this for you… trigger a greater understanding of just how very closely connected you are to the Perfect… you have no idea… and where i will fail with words… the Infinite in Perfection will slam dunk you when you least expect it… Know this to be true… you will Learn… for it is in that moment that you are the most…. Teachable.. which is just Perfect…to the Infinite in Perfection…

In this blog we will journey somewhat down the road to understanding how it is that all things are and just what my be the purpose within it all.. for we are all in this together.. we each are part of the Infinite… the Perfectly Infinite..

We will start here..

The first building block we will lay in place is this… It is called the corner stone…. The cornerstone in Understanding… Upon the Wisdom of the Whole is Understood….

….it is the cornerstone of the foundation upon which we will build…. It is first and foremost important stone laided and always to be kept in our understandings as we build this imperfect structure ….

a structure which is actually Perfect… and Imperfect…. in keeping with who we are… Here is the cornerstone… as follows…

Equal breath in to Equal breath out… (A Continual Perfect Share..)

(measurements are 0×0x0×0 = an infinite whole value expressed to the discharge of the known)……(trickie i know… but you will learn)

Now this is the corner stone…. I will bring you back to this many times over…

So… let me tell you this… there is only one thing certain in your life… your first breath out was equal to your first breath in… and your last breath out will be equal to your last breath in… you can fill in the gaps… i will let your mind begin to understand… absorb… Equal thoughts in to Equal thoughts out…

Equal… breath in to… Equal breath out..

Now i am not asking you to do some kind of deep breathing exercise… or meditate… or what ever else goes along with breathing… rather.. i just want you to know… that it is a certainty in your life…. and this certainty is the cornerstone upon which we will build… understanding the value of Equal…

yes.. take a deep breath.. i enjoy them… the subtle ones… the ones that come upon you out of nowhere…

I will not enter another post until it is time…

(windiepink)

…..do i know you…. do you know yourself

……do i know you..? do you know yourself….?

I wanted to write this blog entry last night but found myself doing some mystical work for “that which can not be explained”….. I had come along far enough in my understandings of President-elect Obama that i was OK with what was asked of me…. mystically speaking…. to write out a blessing upon as scribed to me..( scroll down) …I note that which comes to me and together we make it work… hard to explain…. but i know when the designs of the Universe are met because i use the simple math of “Equal breath in to Equal breath out”…. a perfect circle….

In other wards… if you plug something into the circle…. like say…. if i say it is 3 o’clock…. what pops into your head in relation to the circle…. now you visualize the three is a quarter of the way down or a quarter of the way up… or three quarters of the way round….. this tells you that your understanding of 3 o’clock fits into the design of the circle….

Thank your breathing….. breath in… is half way… breath out is the other half way… two half’s make a whole…. and each half is really a whole… like you took a whole breath in… which again can be divided in two…. two half’s… for you can take a short breath which we can say is half of what your normally take in and you are doing math all day long… Big smile…

Now i know this sounds simplistic…. but all things in the Universe are divided in two…. Night and day for example…. two completely different happenings playing tag….

Just like you… do i know you?…. do you know yourself…???

Now i am on track… this was what i wanted to talk about in this blog entry…. I am going to clean this blog up by the way…. I need to change the “About this Blog” and and add a skip about “Pause Writing”…. never mind… I will get there… right now there is a lot on my mind as i try to sort through how to handle windiepink… the mystical munchkin….

Now if you want to know some deep truths about life… where do you go…????.. do you find books to read…???…. Do you go to the internet…???…. Do you talk to a friend…??? or a Professional…???….just where do you start…. or do you just keep going and adding on as you go…??? a little here a little there a little from everywhere…. simple and effective….

Have you ever asked yourself why it is that plants know that their are 7 or more people in a room….. some plants i understand can tell up to 10 different people in a room… interesting to say the least…..

Artificial intelligence is what….???… Have you ever asked yourself this question…?….. Artificial seems easy to explain…. man made… not nature made…. Now intelligence is a different matter and this is where you and i come into the picture…. we have intelligence to varying degrees depending up factors… matters not… what matters is we are improvisation of something we can label… improvisation….. something we can improve…. which has to do with compare…. which we can now label as intelligence…

Some how i feel i walked you through that to fast…. Do i know you…????…. no… i have no clue who you are…. yet i will find out that you where here…. only by knowing one thing about you…. You will come up as… one viewer visit…. nothing more…. you are discreetly reading my blog at your leisure…. then you slip away…. i know nothing about you…

Cold heartened orb that rules the night… this internet is… beast of burden to all that was that is…. yet it is not so…. for as the intelligence of this beast grows… so does it know more about you…. artificial intelligence 101 by tiandra… did i walk you through that to fast..???

What i have learned about the internet is two things…. it learns about me as i learn about it…. Take YouTube for example…. it gives you suggest tubes based on your information it silently takes from you data….

……i like albert einstein

…… i like albert einstein…. i have learned a lot from the fellow… he had an exploring heart and mind, ever searching to learn, then test, then rest…. and start over again. The cycle…

I like a little bit of physics…  physics is the study of matter and energy….  i will not pretend to be some kind of physics brain wizard, but in my day i could hold my own… i am somewhat studied in the various theory’s …but i enjoy other things in life which take alot of my attention… i am a symbol readerrrr,,,…… hows that for a symbol… symbols are what triggerrrr the mind… you could say there are an infinite amount of symbols stored in your brain… trigger after trigger… like contacts in an electrical series… each word spoken for example triggers this.. triggers that.. at lightning speed to allow you a thought… ever so cool… the mind mind is made to trace the triggers… i say “red”… i triggered a trace in your mind… it will of course have a different result than the tracing of the word “red” in my mind….. and if you are color blind…. you will trace the word…. not an image of red…

Do you want to hear more about tracing… well we call it thinking… thinking on the fly is keeping traces to a minim… short traces means a good mind vocabulary, organized and correctly filed… we only experience this on a good day… if you are like me… i enjoy to take in a lot of different subject matter and then piles of clutter build up and i have to sort through it… never mind…  i am  imperfect and that is the uniqueness that is me… my spell check is not working… interesting… matters not, we can fix that later…

albert einstein…. i very much enjoy his quotes….  his mind is subject to dealing with measurement… laws… we call them… a point of intersection…. a great gift of the male mind… one that males love to share with females… she knows if she measures up to the top of his fantasizes… she is the queen… mr einstein linked together points of intersection to create a theory…points of intersection that others could not see… which brings me to this thought….